I - at some point - want

I see the news or Noah Cicero writing for some reason and no matter what it is i'm watching or reading I - at some point - want to sink onto the floor and sorta shake. I can't adequately say how fucked this country is, probably. And then I read about denominationalists and stupid white women.

-also-

My ma sent me a small box roughly 5" by 5" by 2". It was packed with fresh meat, and the meat had swollen or grown since she'd wrapped it up. I think, maybe, it still had blood coming out of it but not enough to soak through the cardboard. Ma, you crazy but thanks.